actually, i have my own problems din most especially with my mom. drrr, pero i'm trying to fix it naman. lagi lang nauuna ang fear--takot. i just hate it. i want to tell her everything na but sometimes there are some things that holds me back. alam ko, i'm not that good in making letters lalo na kung sa mom ko pa. darn. eeh, well, honestly ang family naman namin not that bonded. not that close. really. maybe with my lola, uncle and auntie na asa states sobrang bonded with my dad kahit sobrang layo. bakit kaya kami hindi ganoon na bonded and close? well, my dad's open naman. actually, i've opened up to him before. well, if it weren't for that parents-daughter recollection i wouldn't be opening up to him. i should be also with my mom, but she wasn't there. i'm expecting pa nga her, pero duh, she was in cebu. work, work, work. hai. god. i need help.
well, i was so touched nga when koo texted me and said that i seem to be sad. she asked me what's the problem daw. eeh, funny cause i didn't have any problem in my mind at that time when we were talking over the phone. weird. pero wala lang.
hmm, i realized din na... someone's going home na! yipee! ngek. eeeeh! miss ko na eh. sorry na po. walang connection. pero, kanina kasi i watched oprah. ganda ng episode nila ngayon. in a way, nakarelate ako. they said na your partner would help you in healing and in growing. basta it was some sort-of that way. hmm, astig nga. kasi ung guy doon, he helped oprah very well in her life and so as this couple na sobrang-nagaaway-na-kulang-na-lang-ay-magdivorce. pero i realized na maganda talagang once in awhile nagfface-to-face as in harap-harapan na open forum. it really helps. and actually, i think, it's not only for couples. for everyone---even friends. right?
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