"your partner will help you heal the wounds..." i believe that our partners willl help us in everything. boyfriends are not only there for romance or anything but rather they help us in "growing" and in "healing" pero it seems like hindi ganoon sakin. bakit mas ginagatungan pa niya? i mean, when i asked help kay maikee, she even comforted me and she even suggested that i write my mom a letter pero when i was opening up everything to him, he was like, 'you can't do anything, ganoon lang talaga siya' or 'ganoon daw eh..' or simply, 'ganoon talaga' i mean, yah, i really i appreciate it very much that he's listening pero parang instead na bumuti yung pakiramdam ko na inopen-up ko sa kanya lahat, i felt bad. really. kasi kahit hindi naman niya sinasadya, talagang sumama loob ko. but being so stupid, i, accidentally (take note: UNINTENTIONALLY) sent a wrong message to him that was supposed to be for maike, damn! i was shocked nalang when i saw his message and it says, 'how should i react ba.. eh hindi ko nga alam kung ano pwede ko i-advice or something eh! =(' im so stupid!!! ang hirap lang talaga siguro intindihin ng situation ko ngayon...

[feeling | depressed ]