well, there are a lot of things happened yesterday. promise. well, actually the whole week. i really hate monday. suuuuper. well, i just totally hate her. hmm, a lot of people know who's that person and why i really hate her. this week, hmm, more of humiliation? haha. being humiliated infront of people. i didn't expect that i would be experiencing it. well, i'm not really good at doing those stuff. well, honestly, i really hate acting or something to do with acting. really. i'm not that confident. i can be confident if i'll be dancing infront of alot of people. but doing the "quack-quack" thing and doing something with acting specifically playing volleyball without a ball? well, it sounds simple pero wala talaga akong lakas ng loob. promise. i almost cried before doing the quack-quack thing. i just hate it. last thursday was maika's birthday. yah, we all greeted her lunch time. she actually got mad us because we seemed like we didn't care or didn't even bother to greet her. but maikee, we're really sorry. but i know you were happy yesterday, right? anyway, yesterday was maika's birthday celebration and a lot of us came. we watched war of the worlds. it's nice but sort-of weird. haha. guess why. hmm, well its long. but it's ok. haha. hmm, well, we ate ice cream. saya. super. then we all ate dinner. while we were inside, i was like, "maikee, mymp!" they were like playing songs of mymp and nina. there was a time, pinlay ung song na constantly, tapos we were arguing who sang it, mymp or nina. they said nina, i said mymp. labo. haha. i was really waiting for especially for you to be played tapos nung pinlay na, after that, umalis na ako. i really need to go 'cause its already 8pm. my dad and i agreed that i should be there by 8pm or else they'll leave me. so para pagood shot. hmm, nung ihahatid na ako ni maikee, i told her sama na niya si kim para pakilala ko sa mom and dad ko. well, when i said that, parang out of the blue. accidentally. i was thinking na maybe this is the right time to introduce him to my parents. nung pababa na kami sabi ni maika, kinakabahan daw siya. kim said baka di na daw ako lumabas sa susunod. so yun, when we were already going to the meeting place, my dad said sa nescafe nalang daw. so when we were going down na, i said "pwede pa bang magback-out?" sabi ni maikee, its now or never. so i took the risk. when i introduced them, i was shocked that my dad even let them sit beside us. but i think they didn't heard it. well, anyway, when they left, my parents said nothing. meaning, walang negative comment. grabe. i wasn't expecting them to say that. promise. no joke. i was expecting them to get mad. but anyway, koo said its a nice start. yung trust daw. talking about trust. haai. i am really glad. promise. wala ng mas sasaya? hmm, meron pa. but not now. can't help it, i keep on smiling. really. weird ko talaga. ayun. what an update. dami ngang homeworks eh. *gerrrrr*

[feeling | weird ]
[listening to | someone sa phone na kumakanta.. ]
[watching | trapped. (pagkalipas ng matagal na panahon?) ]

hmm, i'm really happy nung monday 'cause we didn't have p.e.! wuhoo! gosh, saya, we had guidance stuff for two hours but that's ok, i'm still glad that we didn't have pe kasi di ko din feel magpe. anyway, yesterday, it's kinda, hmm,  bad day? hmm, mejo. knowing i didn't pass dtm and also sc, parang hai. honestly, nakakahina ng loob pero ewan. hai. well, kahit sobrang bawing-bawi dun sa class ni sir velarde, iba pa din eh. sandali lang yun, but for clubs? of course, i really need to pass a club na!!! mygod. i was really planning to join kasama but they said its already full. sayang. anyway, so, religious clubs? hm, im planning to join pfc para din sa parish. heehee. uhh, i haven't started my parish yet. haha. hmm, too pre-occupied with things? maybe. hai. i really don't know. i'm so lazy to do my homeworks. actually, i have a homework to do in filipino. we should make a poem and then the topic is about love. i'm interested with the topic but i don't feel like doing it right now. darn. i feel like sleeping. but can't. weird. awwww. nauntog ako! rrrrrrr. anyway. ayoko ng pumasok. really. i don't feel like going to school anymore. totoo. i don't have anymore reasons to go there. wala na. *sigh* ayoko na. i just want to give up.

[feeling | blah ]

hmm, what a week. tambak ng homeworks. hehe. hmm, good thing early dismissal today!! yesssss! wuhoo. anyway, i have a lot of things to do. like, memorizing... "Life is a warfare.. a warfare has two standards, the standard of Christ and the standard of Satan. It is a warfare older than the world, for it began with the revolts of the angels. It is warfare as wide as the world, for it rages in every nation, in every city, in the heart of every man. Satan desires to make all men come under his standard. And to this end, lures them with riches, honors, powers; Christ, on the contrary, invites all men to fight under his standard...." waaw. until there palang. haha. not that long and it's easy to memorize 'cause it's easy to understand. anyway, hm, CL's really fun today. we did something that we did before. as in, on a piece of paper, you need to write your name and then your paper will be passed around and everyone will write there "thank you..." we did that before, i know even last year, and even though we already did that, suuuper natouched pa din ako. kasi never ko naimagine na ganun pala ako sa kanila. really. i like having these activities. really. suuuper it really makes you feel better lalo na pag bad trip ka. suuuper. hm, well now, i'll enjoy my weekend na, though dami talagang gagawin. *sigh* =)

anyway, it's vicky's birthday today. happy birthday vicky! we miss you na!!!! may surprise kami sayo! haha. =)

[feeling | touched ]
[listening to | mymp cd!! ]

i think no one's going to believe me if i'll tell everyone na napanaginipan ko si vicky nung friday night and nung saturday night. who will? hm, nung friday night, i dreamed that vicky went home from italy and pumunta ng school. waw. we were all really surprised and then sinurprised din namin siya. suuper weird talaga eh. and then nung saturday night naman, sa school din. she went there, as in kakauwi lang niya. i talked to her and told her that i dreamed about her the night before(yung dream ko nung friday night). and then i told her everyone's greeting her sa mga blogs and all and that we all miss her na. basta ganoon. ang weird lang dun, parehong panaginip lang pero mukhang talagang nangyari. suuuper. haai. ganoon ba namin talaga namimiss si vicky? woah. maybe it feels different when she's not around. suuuper. no one's gonna shout your name sa corridor or even sa classroom. kakamiss. uhh. anyway, tomorrow's pe! ayoko na! i don't want to have p.e. classes tomorrow! arrrrggh! i hope may interruption ulit! *praying* haha. i'm soooo baaaad.

anyway, for all those link staffers and all, if ever nagpass-by kayo dito sa blog ko, here are the deadlines na.

july13 (wed)--no writeups yet; july18 (mon)--all witeups edited[dont worry yung iba bibigay ko tom]

[feeling | tired ]
[listening to | get me-mymp. ]

ayun. it was our field trip last friday. it was sooo fun. i bonded with my wanayn classmates. wuhoo! complete ang threehungrypigs that day!! tapos, even though sara and i really wanted to sit at the back, we can't. pero kahit ganun, saya padin 'cause infront of us were alexis, pam and agatha. tapos beside sara was alyssa. soo, saya talaga. and then i learned another "gago game" haha! the dog died yesterday.. did the dog died? haha. anyway, good thing i was infront 'cause it was easy to go down sa bus nung may stop over and nakinig talaga ako. nagbenefit talaga eh? hmm, ndi naman nakakapagod. pero i had a great time!ü super, maybe, it would've been better if mrs. ramirez joined us. but we understand her condition right now. pasalubong nalang for her. haha. anyway, when we arrived dun sa center for philippine raptors, before we entered dun sa mismong place, i was reading something. it was written there, "...just call CPR for more information." parang ako, "hwaaat?" parang hello! hanggang dun ba naman hinahabol padin ako ng CPR!! rarrr! i just thought of pabiton when i saw that thing. haha. anyway, hmm, ang layo ng tnrek namin. super. but it was fun, i didn't noticed that we just went around. inikot lang namin yung buong place. cool. anyway, suuper ang hectic ng week na toh. daming pnass, daming deadlines. hmm, atleast mejo makakarelax na ako, kasi we don't have classes tom! wuhoo! yipee.. uhh, yun, til here muna.. so many things to do.. i need to finish my asian history project first.. hahaü

[feeling | excited ]
[listening to | my sister's playlist.. ]

i feel so irritated, so cold, so bad.. naiinis na talaga ako.. 'di ko maexplain. god! bakit ako ganito? i'm sooo baaad..

lately i get so irritated...

wala namang problema, bakit ko pinoproblema.. ang labo ko talaga.. pero, yung tipong nanghihina na ako.. aaaahh, ewan..

maybe, i'm just so freaking tired.. hate it..

ohwell, anyway. i remember sir soon's *hithit ng hininga* and his word "class" being used for 46 times in his 45-minute class.. (sa lahat pa ng pwedeng maalala eh noh?) well, anyway, exams near na. it's on thursday na.. rar.. damn, kakatamad na nga eh.. hai..

[feeling | dont know. ]

i hate it.. soo, everyone knew that i gave him something? waaaw.. kakahiya.. naman eh! so what if its one roll of letter? raar.. i just hate it.. they kept on teasing me.. bakit ba? it's nice namaan eh.. i gave a lot of effort just to make that letter tapos gaganunin nila.. *bad look* samaa talaga..

anyway, sooo what if may crush siya.. at least AKO walang CRUSH.. whatever..

argh! i just hate it, they keep on teasing me talaga.. walang tigil, lalo na si kiko.. raaaar.. thea oh!!! hai..

[feeling | *baaaaad* ]