bakit ganun?? ANG MALAS-MALAS KO TODAY!!!

-my dad got mad at me 'cause i didn't finish fixing myself on time. kaya tuloy minamadali ko daw siya. (good thing: nawala din yung galit niya minutes after)

-nung nagtraining kami nung monday, nagkabungguan kami ni ate timmy. pagdating ko ng school kanina, sabi ni ate timmy, caren tingnan mo may pasa na oh! okay. ang bad ko talaga. (good thing: hindi naman nagalit sakin si ate timmyü)

-dalawang beses lang naman po ako nasigawan ni coach. okay, alam kong mali talaga ako. pero hindi ko malaman bakit ako nagkaleche-leche kanina sa game. pero ang gusto ko lang matapos na. pero ewan. lecheng laro ko. (good thing: hindi pnepersonal ni coach ang game, wooh!)

-akala ko hindi na ako susunduin sa school. pati ba naman yon?? putik. yun pala mom ko susundo sakin. rar. (good thing: nasundo padin ako kahit papano)

-nagalit lang naman ang aking magandang kapatid. nahulog ko ACCIDENTALLY yung ipod. hindi ko naman sinasadya eh! raaar. ano ba? grar. (good thing? wala, hindi lang naman niya pahihiramin ulit)

-right now, hindi ko matapos-tapos yung parish ko. ano baaaaaa. nadedesperado na ako. :( (good thing: at least may nasimulan na, kaysa wala)

kamalasan nga naman. good thing lang ata sa araw na to dahil birthday ni daisy! :) hm, i think yun lang. yeah right. haaaaay.

i feel like giving up.

[feeling | sabog ]
[listening to | only one - yellowcard ]

grabe. i think its my lucky day. well, except for that seating arrangement. duh. late ka na nga dumating tapos pag enter mo, okay.. sino bang gusto maging malapit sa kanya? i guess it's my karma na. hellur, araw-araw ko ba namang asarin si sara sa kanya. hahaha.

so anyway, i still think that its my lucky day 'cause i did well in most of my subjects today. yah! super! bio, asianhis and computer :) the best, pare! :) even in my training kanina, ang saya! :) nice spike, not-so-good service (what the..?) and may bagong career na ako! sweeper. i think its better rather than being a spiker. ay! ang baba ng pangarap ko. well, mas naggood shot ako kaysa blocker eh! rar. damn.

hm, basta i feel so lucky today. and i don't know why. i'm so happy. hm, maybe dahil 26 ngayon? (and so, ano nga naman kung 26 ngayon? siguro dahil kay sara, wenk!)

sana, matupad na yung matagal ko ng pinapangarap. i know i'm expecting too much pero nafeel ko talagang tumaas eh. parang feeling ko nga rocket ship eh (hm, well, on some hindi). sige ganito na lang, sana maging maganda ang kalalabasan ng aking grades tom. please lang po! i've been waiting for this. i really want to prove myself na kaya ko at na may maipagmamalaki talaga ako. ok. ok.
i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. i won't expect. ARGH!

bakit ba recently lagi ko ng naffeel na diniditch na nila ako? ganun na ba ako ka walang kwenta? :(

the word sacrifice, oo na. eh, alam kong marami ka nang nagagawa sakin. yah, ako pa nga ngayon may pagkukulang sayo eh. pero, my god. nasasaktan na ako ulit. haaaay.

[feeling | want to sleep na! ]
[listening to | well, lss sa isang song ni madonna. (oldie) ]
[watching | how to lose a guy in ten days ]
[reading | text messages. ]

laugh trip::
before i went home, i was texting kim. then, i also texted my mom and asked what time she would fetch us. suddenly, i received a new message from kim. it says: "anak, hindi ako ang momy mo :p" *lol* grabe! i was laughing to death! benta! grabe. kinwento ko sa sister ko. tawa ng tawa! kakatawa! laugh trip. hindi nakaget-over!

well, what can i say? hindi ko lang talaga ma-absorb! in short, hindi ako makaget-over! my god! i wasn't expecting this to happen. promise. naiyak ako sa harap ni sara sa sobrang hindi ako makapaniwala! Lord, hindi po talaga ako makapaniwala! i'm so thankful for whatever i have achieved now. i know yung iba, natural na sa kanila yun pero the fact na ngayon ko lang naachieve to, i'm so thankful na. i really couldn't ask for more. well, maybe it was more than i was really expecting. thank you talaga!

on my way home, i was waiting for us to reach the house. pero hindi na ako nakapagpigil. sobrang naexcite ako masyado. i told my mom that we got our cards. nakita niya yung grades ko, nung una, di pa niya makita 'cause ang dilim daw, fine. so nung finally nakita na niya, waw daw ('yun lang?). then she added, baka sabihin ni dady, its a miracle! and then when nung nakita na ng dad ko, sabi niya, "kaya mo naman pala eh!" then sabi ko, "miracle no?" sabi ni dady, "hindi, kaya mo naman talaga eh!" "sobrang sipag at tyaga mo nga ngayon eh!" wala lang. compliment. waaaaw :) well, i'm just sooooo proud of myself. pero yun nga lang, total focus padin ng dad ko sa bio subject ko. haayyy. ok lang! :)

*sana magtuloy-tuloy na po to, Lord. tsaka narealize ko na, hindi ko to nareach kung hindi dahil kay ca, claret, lalung-lalo na kay Lola Isabel and kay Lord. super, para sa kanilang dalawa yung naachieve ko :) i'm sooooo happy. super.
*unti-unti ko ng naffeel na naabot ko na 'yung dreams ko, focus lang dapat kong gawin. i can't thank you enough. :D

[feeling | super duper happy! ]
[listening to | partisan - spongecola ]
[watching | friends :) ]