haaay. 9 days more and summer's over. good thing the school moved the first day of school. whew! :) well, yesterday we all went to school for the parents orientation. (yah, anloser ko talaga) well, kala ko andun sila nina and thea, but then hindi ko sila nakita. ok. after the orientation, i saw keith. ang late na. weird nga kasi the orientation started at exactly 1:30 pm. weird, first time? and it even ended earlier than what is expected. anyway, i'm kinda excited na for this school year kasi i know it would be very different. like mrs.galvan and mrs. magtrayo wouldn't be htls anymore. shocking nga 'cause i was expecting na magiging htl namin si ms. patino. but theen, sya assigned sa incoming first year. tapos mrs. fernandez incoming second year. ang weird na masaya. :D tapos htl ng third year, ms. calingo? (i really don't know her, sorry na.) hm, another exciting thing? from wednesdays to fridays, 3:15 pm ang dismissal! yehey. :) except dun sa day na may gift ka, 5:15 ka uuwi. then, good thing may clubs pa, pero i don't know why they changed the name--guild. haay, why am i saying these stuff about school? ewan ko, may good feeling kasi ako for this year eh. *sana*

hm, i'll be back in school on wednesday. i'll be giving the link files and i'll also check the rooms (haha, my mom asked ms. tidon and she said by wednesday pa daw available). actually i was supposed to finish the link last sunday pa. but then, ang mga pasaway nakakainis, dahil sa writeups na yan. pero i know by tuesday tapos na kasi major divider and room dividers nalang yung medyo heavy ngayon. other than that wala na, kaya onting-onti nalang.

nga pala, yesterday i also talked to mrs. ramirez. she said i'm getting fat na daw. i know, i know. *darn*
mrs. ramirez: medyo lumulusog ka ah.
me: oo nga po eh.
mrs. ramirez: nagbreak ba kayo ng boyfriend mo?
me: hindi po ah!
mrs. ramirez: baka malapit na kayo magbreak...
sama ni ms. =l anyway, nice joke. tawa nalang tayo. HAHAHAhaha.

[feeling | disappointed ]
[listening to | steep - nina (currently na na-lss) ]

why is it that i'm always bothered with things that i shouldn't be? i mean, i always think that maybe she's mad/irritated because of me. pero i always believe that actions speak louder than words. i always believe in what people would say to me. but now maybe i learned not to believe them first until i can see what they wanted to say. even though hindi mo sabihin na ayaw mo sakin or what, i can see naman hindi ka comfortable na kasama ako diba? maybe you don't have to say it harap-harapan pero its just that maybe i don't know what to do and how to act 'cause i'm just being myself. kung ayaw mo sakin, nirerespeto kita. you can't please everyone. it's just that nasa iisang circle of friends tayo. i wanted to bond with each and everyone and maging close syempre, pero parang uncomfortable ka talaga pag kasama ako. and ganoon din naffeel ko pag ganoon ka din sakin. ang hirap i haven't tell anyone about this pero baka mapuno nanaman ako, hindi dahil sayo pero dahil nadadagdagan yung feeling na hindi ko nalalabas o naeexpress man lang. recently, madalas ako hindi makatulog dahil alam ko may sama ako ng loob sa iba o may dinadamdam ako. ang hirap. its hard.

sana mawala na tong nararamdaman ko...

[feeling | depressed ]

hey guys, have you seen the latest pepsi commercial with a guy singing then biglang pumasok si bamboo singing hallelujah? i bet some of you have lalo na kung nanonood kayo ng tv palagi. anyway, that guy is eo marcos. oo na, hindi nyo sya kilala. well, i just knew him because we go to the same orthodontist. pinakilala nila ako sa kanya. wahaha. he has braces and actually, mas nauna pa nga sya nagkaroon sakin pero nauna pa akong natapos. nyahaha. anyway, alam ko he was also in another commercial. globe ata. that's what my dentists told me. mamaya makita nya to tapos... wala nakita lang nya. HAHA. anyway, crush ko kasi sya dati. *ooops* pero yun. i've been seeing his pictures on magazines after ko sya nakilala. ang galing kasi he's a good, great and basta magaling na dancer. :) tapos ngayon... magkakaroon na pala sya ng singing career. ANYWAY.

sabi ko na madidissapoint ako pag nalaman ko yung room ko eh. first: natalo ako sa bet namin ni mara (oo na, date na.) then, hindi pa ako nasa dd na room (sabi kasi nila 1 and 2 lang daw ang dd room eh, hindi kasama room 3) haaaaay. yan ang masama pag masyadong naeexcite sa school. kasi nakakadissapoint masyado. okay lang, nandyan naman sila wanayn classmates (na ngayon classmates ko ulit na madami-dami din) and two-eight classmates. basta may karamay naman ako eh. HIHI. :)

[feeling | too much dissapointed ]

the first player of the game starts with the "6 weird things / habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird things / habits, as well as state this rule clearly. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. lahat ng bagay na maganda sa paningin ko sinasabi kong "cute" kahit maganda lang, kahit nakakaaliw lang, kahit maganda lang yung colors, basta sasabihin kong cute.

2. when you tell me something, about anything, madalas ang matatandaan ko pa yung most likely tingin nyo hindi ko matatandaan.

3. favorite filipino movies ko yung jolina-marvin love team noon. doon ko pa nga nakuha yung favorite movie line ko eh. i really do watch their movies. lahat na ng movies nila napanuod ko na.

4. i do watch teleserye on tv. as in. lalo na ngayong summer. suuuuuper.

5. i really listen to old and classic songs. yung tipong air supply (mostly) and some of the the beatles. basta old. and when i know the song talaga, kinakanta ko talaga sya, as in kinakanta kahit marinig ko pa sya sa taxi or somewhere.

6. pinaka-weird sakin: pag nagkataon na nasa akin yung ipod and biglang feel na feel kong makinig ng mga songs, (pati yung mga rock and very very noisy songs ng kapatid ko...) watch out na,  lalo na pag slowly lumalakas na yung boses ko sa pagkanta.. ibig sabihin magwawala na ako. kasi 3 reasons lang kung bakit ko ginagawa yun, suuuuuper sad/lungkot/depressed talaga, sooooobrang saya or simply bored na talaga ako. pero once lang naman nangyari yung third eh. HAHA. (take note: and it only happens pag asa bahay ako, kaya hindi mo ako makikita ng ganito unless siguro nasa bahay ka namin)

6 untagged people: lisa ramirez, janna estrada, vi-ann singson, erika castro, bea bravo and claret felicitas

[feeling | excited ]

this afternoon we went to mall of asia. last time pumunta ako dun nung opening ng mall. naalala ko, right after yfc youth camp pumunta kami dun ni mom. ngayon we went there kasama si dad and sister ayee. funny nga kasi my sister's looking for t-shirts sa male section then bigla kong may nakitang shorts doon. nacurious ako kasi parang pang-girls yung dating. promise. dahil yung brand din nya girly ang dating (fivesevenfive denim wear) tnry kong ifit yung pants kahit nakakahiya kasi gets? (pang-guys yung section biglang may girl na magsusukat ng pang-guys) waw. so anyway, tnry ko padin sya and grabe! i liked it! and ended up na binili ko yung shorts. grabe talaga.

after umikot sa mall and all, kakain na dapat kami. but then, problem is, lahat ng gusto naming kainan, puro puno. razon's (best halo-halo ever), burgoo, chow king, pizza hut... dapat nga sana magffoodcourt kami pero gosh, ang dami talagang tao!!! feeling ko, yun yung number one problem ng mall ngayon. yung food places around the mall. kasi parang kahit malaki yung space, super kulang padin para sa mga costumers.

anyway, we decided na pumunta nalang sa podium para din makita yung exhibit ng FIFA. after that, we ate nalang at burgoo and nagikot-ikot. haaay, too bad, wala na dun yung adidas bag ko. =(

[feeling | super uber excited ]
[watching | FIFA- England vs Paraguay ]

waw. i never expected to have a room like this promise. i like my room (though i miss my two-eight classmates). :) cool! :) i already know my seatmates. kaya nga masaya kasi atleast i won't be introducing myself again and go through medyo-ilangan-moments. not that i don't want to have new friends pero diba most of the time you really want to talk to your seatmates about stuff but then if you really don't know each other then, never mind, right? (why is "right?" my favorite expression for today? damn.) anyway, bea pefianco and carol santiago are my seatmates. sooo fun kasi parang kami nila steph, bea, andy, and jacque yung mga maiingay sa class. promise. puro kami tawa. ohmy, hindi na ako magtataka kapag hindi ako deportment this quarter. damn. hindi pwede.

pero fairness, i was confident naman pero nacoconscious na ako pag narerecite as in parang kailangan bawat subject magrecite ako. don't know. that's how i feel.

so ANYWAY, imagine, first day, in our first subject (which is computer), we already had our first quiz! raaar. good thing i got a perfect score, yey! go carol and me!

nga pala, before computer, during our hr, okay, we have to have temporary officer and i'm one of those "temp. offs." can't imagine i'll be a temporary discipline chair. i never chose to be in that committee pero okay lang din para new experience. weh. =)

i found out that our room isn't a dd room for chem but dd for trigo and geom. and i'm glad that i'm dd again. =) both geom and trigo. had our exam for trigo last wednesday and geom yesterday and it was not easy. well, i'm not expecting na i'll be one of those "super dd."

subjects i find really interesting:
- the (mrs. navarro the subject teacher, my adviser) not only because of the course outline dahil din sa teacher.
- english because of our teacher, ms. dimayuga (she's the one who dubbed for vivian in lovers in paris)

subjects i'm finally thankful of: CHEM! finally i have a good teacher na! last year kasi nung bio ang hirap magpush yung tipong hirap na hirap ka na, 85 padin yung grade. i hated it. sana ngayon hindi na. pleaaaaase.

so there, had show and tell kanina nung english and kakaiba ako kanina, didn't know why. pero i did it. haha. i'm glad. =)
"the object that best describes me is money..."

sooo excited for next week... =)

[feeling | =) ]
[watching | FIFA world cup ]

to the one who's worth a million pesos to me...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)


it's been a year and a half na din. grabe ang tagal na.

[feeling | 'kinda satified ]

ok, so what am i doing here at 12:10pm on a friday?

well, half-day ako today. waw. yah. it's my first day kasi. sorry na. we had mass pa naman kanina. tapos it was sooo painful talaga. i keep on whining. damn. ang sakit noh. nung communion, hindi ko na talaga kaya. then sabi ko, ok, i'll wait til matapos yung mass then after ng mass kala ko balik classroom agad. but nooooo. so i couldn't take it anymore, nagpunta na akong clinic. then grabe. nakakatawa yung itsura ko sa clinic. well, anyway, after one hour pinauwi na din nila ako--finally. so now, i'm here. well, i'm 'kinda okay na din. i felt more comfortable.

ayoko talaga umuwi nung una kasi sa quizzes, activities and stuff for today. but then i need to kasi hindi ako makaka-concentrate. so yun. sabi pa naman nung kinuha yung bag ko kanina, nagqquiz daw kami sa geom. waaaw. feeling ko nga medyo nakakahilo din kasi puro quiz kami ata today. woah.

haaay, kaya siguro ako nagkaganito, nakarma ata ako kahapon eh. kasi naman noh. yang pesteng ym na yan. mula 634pm hanggang 748pm? okay ah?? kulang na nga lang sumabog ako nung mga oras na yun eh. may magandang naidulot pala yung status ko. HAHA. status ko kasi: damn. why can't i concentrate? eh tapos biglang sila stef and lisa nagym. natuwa ako. kahit papano napawi yung galit ko kahit sandali. narealize ko: someone really cares. WEH. haha. :) thank you nga pala :)

oo nga pala, ang galing ni anj. alam nya talaga pag malungkot ako. ewan ko. nattouch ako na alam nya pag sad talaga ako. weird. last year pa yun ah. hmm...

haaay. i'm not going to joshua's surprise party later. uhhh. kahit pala nagpaalam ako, hindi din ako papayagan.

last hirit na, i wonder kung namalayan nila na half-day ako... i don't think so. anyway.

[feeling | cranky ]
[watching | game knb? ]

well, we had our class officers elections nung wednesday. okay. i'm the class rep. i'm glad dahil may trust sila sakin. =) parang kinacareer na. wenk.

anyway, feeling ko nga talagang magkakasundo kami ni mrs. navarro dahil oc kami pareho. pero mukhang mas oc nga sya eh. HEHE.

i'm kinda not doing good in school. grabeee. parang kailangan talagang mag-push. i mean its not what i want it to be. raaaaar.

darn. i'm infatuated with someone right now. RAR. only two people know. grabe. napapangiti talaga ako kanina. can't explain. (take note: kim, don't worry, wala lang yan. =))

tomorrow will be maika's birthday celebration. parang ayoko na ngang pumunta eh. hindi ko alam parang nakakatamad. pero syempre i'll go padin. i want to be there. =) pero syempre may ibang reason din ako kung bakit gusto ko pumunta. narinig ko kasi si momy and dady mukhang may date pala sila bukas ah. okay yun ah. HAHAHA. first time ko lang maririnig yun. HIHI.

a lot of happenings are coming up:
- maika's birthday celeb (exciting...)
- no classes on monday!!!
- our recollection (too early to make the whole class a palanca)
- leadership training (wala lang)
- vicky's birthday celeb (lalabas for two straight weeks! grabe talaga. sana payagan ako)

haaay, ang daming mangyayari. anyway, i'm so tired today. i'm gonna sleep na. zzZZzZzzZZz.

[feeling | tired ]
[listening to | my sister(talking bout sir velarde-mga benta sa class nla today) ]