time: 7:01pm...

...at nakaonline siya ngayon. haay, it's been a month and 5 days, at nandito pa din ako. grabe, naalala ko yung talk namin nila stitch kahapon sa bus. oo, namimiss ko na siya. SOBRA.

mehn, can't imagine na andito pa din ako. *labo* i mean, damn. hindi ko akalain nakatayo pa ako!!!

kahapon... pagdating ko sa chapel para magdasal, unang pumasok sa isip ko, siya. biglang... i prayed na sana maging maayos na siya, hoping that he's happy with whatever he has right now lalo nang wala ako... 'cause i'm finally moving on and giving up on him. i don't want to hold on to this feeling anymore 'cause in the end, (i know) i'll only be disappointed.

i know you are finding ways on how we can fix things up, but sad to say, i can't wait for you anymore. i'm tired of always waiting for you, knowing that you really can't do anything to make it work.

*biglang nag-offline*

oh well, enough of being so emo. yuck, naiinis kasi ako bigla pag may nakikita akong mga mushy stuffs or may naririnig or nakikita ako about looooove. mehn, bitter ako sa love pero i miss being inlove. *malabo ata yun*


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wala lang, kanina pa kasi ako nakakatitig sa ym, tititignan yung ym id niya. gusto ko na ngang i-ym eh. HAY.

[feeling | good mood ]
[listening to | officially missing you - tamia ]