Ihalf-open mo lang yung door mo kay -his name-...

Kausap ko si Nins kagabi, yan ang sinabi niya sakin. Waaaaah. Kung may alam sila, gusto ko nang malaman right away. Kung wala, eh di wala. Lalayo na ako. Kung pinupush ko yung sarili ko, ayaw naman pala, bakit ko ipagpipilitan? I just want to know more about him. Pero kung ayaw niya, eh di lalayo na ako. Madali lang naman sakin yun eh. If he likes someone, eh di ganun. Can I do something about it? Wala naman eh. Alam ko medyo impossible rin na maging close kami kasi hellooooo. College? Ateneo siya. Ang daming new friends dun. Unless this summer lagi siyang sumama and all, which I totally doubt na lagi siyang sasama. Eh yung dalawang labas nga na sabi niya pupunta siya eh di siya pumunta eh. Paano pa yung ibang susunod na labas? Haaaay. Kaya everytime I see him, I always treat it as my last. Malay ko ba kung kailan yung next. Although I might be seeing him on Cat's Birthday which is next Monday. Oh please, pumunta kaaaaa. :|

Siguro nung sinabi kong nagclick kami, baka para sakin lang nagclick. Siguro sa kanya, hindi pa/talaga. Si Nins nga kinakausap niya eh. Si Mara rin eh. Si Sara lagi niyang inaasar. I have this feeling na gusto niya si Sara kasi there are certain times na when a guy likes a girl, diba madalas nangaasar siya? Ewaaaan. Basta siya lang yung inaasar niya ng todo. Everyone noticed that. Pero alam kong hindi siya ang trip ni Sara. Ah basta.

Mara, feel ko talaga there's something I should know na ayaw niyong sabihin. Bakit ihalf-open lang yung door? Tell me now. I'd like to know. AYOKONG MAGMUKHANG TANGA ULIT. :|

Note: Regarding that half-opened door, I only have one door right now. There are no other doors. I create my own doors. No one has opened their door for me. I'm actually ready to open my only door now, tapos half-open pa? Okaaay. [Sorry, ang redundant ng door. Paulit-ulit.]

Mahirap talaga kapag ang girl ang may gusto. Sobrang hirap. :|
Maybe I'll just shut my mouth. :| Sige, ganun nalang.