ANG DAMI NAMIN. @_@
Party Boy, Sara, Mara, Keith, Ren, Cholo, Che, Cat, Mark, Harley, Lau.

Okay, ang nag-iisang Monday na wala ng ginawa kundi mag-chill. :))
Shiet yung spin-the-liquid-blush (ala spin-the-bottle). Hot seat ng wala sa oras. :| :))

*spins the liquid blush, and it stops right in front of me*
*Ren looks at Lau*
Lau: Truth or dare?
Ren: *thinks*
Sara: Truth nalang.
Ren: Ikaw na nga ang bahala Lau.
Lau: Sige, truth na.
...
Lau: Totoo ba?
Ren: Ang alin?
Lau: ... *muntikan naaaaa*
Ren: Oo. Totoo.
Lau: Ilang percent?
*everyone looks at Ren*
Ren: More than half.
Lau: May pag-asa ba?
Ren: Oo.
Lau: Ilang percent?
Ren: Depende.
Lau: Anong magpapadagdag?
Ren: Effort.

Ayun yun eh. :|

I asked Keith. Sabi niya baka daw navvibes na ni Party Boy na gusto ko siya. Okay, if ever ganun nga, eh di ganun. He's not doing anything about it naman eh. Tsaka as we've talked about kanina (he also said it), maraming pwede mangyari after nito dahil college na. :| And I already knew na masyado siyang interested sa mga girls. See, magaling ako vumibes eh. May dalawang girls. AC girls. Mela and JJ? Dunno. I heard it. Anyway, sabi naman ni Cholo lagi daw siyang sawi. Pero before Mara and Che left, sabi niya never pa daw siya nagkakagirlfriend. That's so labo. Okay.

Maybe this isn't really the right time to like someone. :|

Pero kasi I really like him na eh. :|
But I don't feel "the sparks". Ang labo noh? :))
Ewan. Pero sakin hindi lang siya friend eh.

I FEEL SOMETHING. Okay?
BUT I'M NOT HOPING FOR ANYTHING MORE 'CAUSE I KNOW IT'S A LONG WAY TO GO.
And it's too far to be possible.

I know little about you. Tapos feeling ko pa ang layo natin. So paano ba yan?

Maybe this is just summer love. :| ;)

I posted this is in my multiply last night. So faaaaaar, hindi pa niya navview. Pero ewan, I don't know what to feel if ever naview na niya. :| Don't know how to react. Pero kung di niya makita, eh di good. :)) :D


**********


Sorry, loser much. Nanunuod kami ng Myx kanina ni insan Mara. Sabi niya kung anong song yung ipplay, song ko daw yun. As we always do pag nanunuod ng Myx or MTV. So ito yung song na lumabas. So... musta naman yun? :)) Song ko daw to. :))

Rule # 1: Wag Mong Aaminin
Overtone

Kamusta na? Tagal nating di nagkita
Ay, oo nga. Nu'ng 'sang araw lang pala
May kasama ka na ba ngayon?
Ba't di muna tayo magkwentuhan? Sasamahan ko pa ng inom

Parang may iba sayo ngayon
Nangangayayat ka na yata, o nag-iba ka lang ba ng buhok?
Minsan naman lumabas tayo
Kung gusto mo pa, isama mo 'yang boyfriend mong bulok

Di naman kita sinusuyo
Sinisiguro ko lang na walang magtatampo

(Pero) 'Di ko sasabihing gusto naman pala kita
Hindi ako pababasyo kahit na halatang halata
'Di ko aamining may gusto ako sayo
Hindi ako patatalo sa laro ng pusong ito

Kampay muna. O, ano na bang balita?
Away na naman? O, bakit ba ganyan?
Parang 'di ka na yata masaya
Kasi, dapat naging tayong dalawa
(Hindi ah) Nagloloko lang

'Di ko sasabihing may gusto ako sayo
Hindi ako patatalo sa larong ito ng mga puso
'Di ko aamining may pagtingin ako sayo
Kung gusto mong malaman 'yon, itanong mo nalang sa kaibigan ko


Hindi ganun ka-ganda nung song pero I like the title. Hahahaha. :)) Fit yung ibang lines eh. Natatawa nalang kami ni Mara dahil yung iba talaga, tumpak. :)) And dahil sa song na yan, napagawa ako ng entry sa Multiply ng wala sa oras. :))

Okay, I'll only talk about this once sa blog na ito. After this, ayoko na.

Since lumabas na and all. Dahil halata rin naman talaga and may dalawang bagong taong nakakaalam nito. I know he doesn't know yet but I have this feeling na alam na niya. I mean ganun naman diba? Kahit di niyo sabihin, nafefeel niyo naman. Unless sobrang manhid ka and hindi mo pa naffeel na gusto kita. :)) Open naman ako sa mga tao talking about "this" eh. Kaso honestly, hindi ako umaasa. That's the thing.

Duh, bakit ka aasa sa isang bagay na alam mong malayong mangyari? ANG LAYO NG MUNDO NIYA. :)) Really, I mean sa kanya na rin naman nanggaling eh. Tapos magcocollege pa and all. Hindi talaga eh. Yeah, may chance pero siya? Gagawa ng effort? As if. Asa lang ako. Ayoko rin mag-assume dahil wala akong dapat i-assume. Wala talaga eh. First, hindi ko laging nakakausap. Second, hindi namin kami laging nagkikita. So yeah.

Ona, walang kwenta to. But why the hell am I wasting my time talking about him? Kasi... hindi ko rin alam. :)) If you're going to ask me why I like him in the first place... dahil kakaiba siya. and I mean that. Iba talaga siya. I don't want to enumerate kung ano yung mga yun (dahil magiging obvious na kung sino), basta he's different.

Different dahil people would usually say na he's mayabang. Yun ang naging impression kasi nila sa kanya. Pero hindi kasi yun ang una kong nakita sa kanya eh. Alam mo yun, every time na may malalaman or madidiscover akong bago sa kanya, lalo ko siyang nagugustuhan and lalo akong nagiging interested na maging close sa kanya.

Hindi siya yung tipong crush na gusto ko lang pag nakikita ko. Gusto ko talaga siya, okay?  Omg. Di ako makapaniwalang sinasabi at ginagawa ko to. But I am dahil alam kong sooner or later mawawala na to dahil college na and it's super impossible that something will really happen. SERIOUSLY. =| Sobrang ineemphasize ko na dahil nagiging realistic lang ako. =) Ang hirap pala ng stage na to. Ona, alam kong may mas complicated pa sa situation ko. But the hell. I know it's not even a problem, but I just want to share. Ngayon lang ako nagkagusto ng ganito. That's it. Waaaaaaaah. :S

So considered na ba akong sawi? :)) Mukhang ganun nga eh. :)) Ohwell.

I'm still happy. =) Happy na akong ganito. Hahaha. =)


Be happy nalang. =)

A Thousand Miles
Vanessa Carlton

Making my way downtown walking fast
Faces passed and I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead just making my way
Making my way through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight

It's always times like these when I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong living in your precious memories

And I, I don't want to let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't want to let this go
I, I don't

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you tonight


After the blog thing, hindi ako nakatulog agad. I went to bed around 12nn na. That's late na ah. Usually I'm in bed na ng mga 10 or 11 pero matagal before ako makatulog nun. I tuned in to Myx at 12am. It's take 5. The thing Mara and I did, ginaya ko lang ulit. Kung anong song lumabas, song ko yun. OKAAAAAY. It's Vanessa Carlton. Siyempre, first song niya, A Thousand Miles. It's perfect, AGAIN.

Feel ko nga nakakasawa na rin ako na siya lagi pinag-uusapan eh. Nakakarindi na ako, I knooooow. @_@

Maybe it's time to shut up muna.

Okaaaaaaay. Relaaaax. Shhhhhh.


Feel as if you don't like him anymore. Ganun na lang. :|




**Pero I'm planning to tell him all these before school starts. Yikes. :|

Way Back into Love
Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


Went to JJ's after lunch for movie marathon. We watched Music and Lyrics, Mrs. Doubtfire and tried watching 10,000 BC (which is by the way frustrating because of the too-obvious backdrop). I realized Way Back into Love is a nice song. I have to watch the movie pa to appreciate it. Ang ganda, galing. :) This is so me. And this is another song to my J <3 playlist.

Anyway, I've been thinking about telling him everything. I'm not going to confess dahil I want something to happen. Well, I would be a liar if I said I don't want anything to happen, it's just that it's too far to be possible as of NOW. And I just want to let go of the feeling before school starts and that's why. If I don't, I'll find myself falling for him later on and it'll be harder for me to let go by that time.

Sige. I'm off na, gagawin ko na yung birthday thing ng secret buddy ko. :))

Bakit lagi kang nagpaparamdam kapag pinaguusapan kita, HA?
Ang dami ng instances na ganito. SOBRA.

1. Mia's debut - Tinanong ko si Mara kung pupunta ka. 5 minutes later, nakita na lang kita sa tabi ng buffet table, nakatayo with Cho.

2. YM - Kausap ko si Lau, pinagusapan ka namin. Bigla ka nalang nag-OL sa ym.

3. YM ulit - Kausap ko si Nathan, nagkkwento siya tungkol sayo. Nafrustrate pa nga ako sa sinabi niya eh. Changed my status, BIGLA KANG NAG-IM SAKIIIIIIN! :| Ano ba yaaaaan. :|

4. Text - nanunuod ako ng TV, bigla kitang naisip sa pinapanuod ko. Pagtingin ko ng fone, MAY TEXT KA. Binabati mo mom ko ng happy mother's day.

Baka naman mamaya after kong gawin tong entry na to, magparamdam ka ulit ha? :))

SHIT. Nawala yung entry na unang ginawa ko. :| Fudge naman oh. Feel na feel ko pa namang magkwento. Sabay nawala! :| Hay. =( Subukan kong same pa rin as kanina. Kainis. :|

***

8th Monday is Bowling day! :)
Ren, Mark, Sara, Nins, Cat, Patrick, Lau, Party Boy, Cho, Harley :>


Nakakafrustrate magbowling nung una! Hello, ang tagal ko na atang huling naglaro. Like, 2 years ago? :)) So nung una, sobrang ayaw makipagcooperate nung ball sakin. Laging pumupunta sa side. :| 0 talaga ako nung una, seryoso. :)) Pero later on, nakasabay ko siyang (Party Boy) tumira. Dun ako nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob, bigla ata akong na-inspired. Gumanda yung laro ko! :)) Hanggang sa makastrike ako! Wuhooo! :"> Yun lang pala kailangan eh, maging katabi siya. :"> Yun lang pala! :))

Nag-Bread Talk kami after bowling. Nagdouble date yung first table: Sara, Cho, Lau, and Nins. Humirit pa nga ako na iiwanan na namin sila eh. Bigla ba namang gumanti yung dalawa (Lau and Sara), ibabato ba naman sakin siya! Langya naman. Tumahimik na ako after nun. :)) Pero kami naman sa kabilang table, nung una, katabi ko si Party Boy tapos katapat ko si Harley and Mark. Nung umalis si Party Boy, binigay ko yung letter ko for Party Boy kay Mark. Eh nakita ni Harley. Sabi ni Harley, marami daw siyang alam sakin. :| (More of that later) Pero sabi sakin ni Mark dun sa letter, okay naman daw pero maganda daw kung ibibigay ko yung letter pag comfortable na daw kami sa isa't isa. So yeah. Tama nga naman. So as of now, ibibigay ko yung letter on Mark's birthday (June 4, 3 weeks from now). Basta kung saan man umabot, maging close or maging comfortable sa isa't isa. Pero sana nga maging close ko siya. :D

After Bread Talk, hinatid na namin si Lau sa may grocery. Then Sbarrooooo. :> Ayun, di ko makalimutan yung mga stares ko sa kanya nun. Sobrang dami ata at napagsabihan ako ni Sara na natutunaw na daw siya. :)) Natawa nalang ako. Pero at least naman noh, ngumingiti naman siya pag tumitingin ako sa kanya. :D Ayiheee. :) Pero, huli! :))

Nag-Toy Kingdom kami after. Ang saya, naaliw ako kay Tigger! <3 Awwww. Nakakaaliw talaga dun. :)) Tapos may Magic 8 Ball dun. Ang malas ko naman. Hindi maganda yung lumalabas: doubtful, very doubtful, and most likely no. Thanks ha. :)) Harley kasi eh, bad vibes sa pagshake ko nung ball. :))

Masyado na akong nacurious sa mga sinabi ni Harley na alam niya. So inaasar ko siya para sabihin niya sakin. So nung nasa escalator kami, bigla ba namang humirit si Party Boy, "I know what Harley knows." Parang ako, PANIC MODE! :)) Sobrang straight face after nun, pero alam ko namang hindi niya alam talaga eh (at that time). Pero sobrang parang snqueeze yung puso ko bigla. SOBRA. Nagulat ako! :)) WAAAAAAAAAH. :|  

Nung nagpunta kaming Powerbooks, hinanap namin yung Book of Love. You have to think of a question, then open a page dun sa book, andun yung sagot sa tanong mo. And here are the results: :))

Cho: It's time to celebrate. (Aba, tama naman noh. Now that they're back together. :P)
Nins: HOLD ON! (Tumpak!)
Mark: Be serious and ask help from a close friend (Ang accurate masyado. :)))
Harley: Make it quick! (Pero nung time na yun, sakin siya nakatingin dahil para sakin daw yung tanong)
Ren: Be ready and waiting will leave you bored (Wew, so wag daw akong umasa. :| Haaay, so not my day. :|)

Eh ito, alam niyo kung ano yung kay Party Boy?

Party Boy: Start building your own nest.

So, musta naman yun? Double meaning eh. Actually. Hmmmmm. Napapaisip talaga ako. :| :)) Pero anyway, matagal kaming nagstay sa Powerbooks hanggang sa kailangan na namin umuwi. So siyempre, sinunod ko yung sinabi ni sees. Siya yung last na kniss ko. :"> Ayiheeee. :)) Halatang nahihiya pa ako eh. :)) Sorry na.

Pero this day, lahat ng pinuntahan namin kahit isa may moment :P
1. Bowling - kasabay ko siyang tumira. :P Na-inspired pa ako gumaling! <3
2. Bread Talk - katabi ko siya. <3 Si Cat nagpaupo sa tabi ko at dahil yun nalang ang vacant seat.
3. Sbarro - Yung titig at tunaw moments :)) Nung kinuha niya yung pizza ni Mark at natawa pa. :))
4. Toy Kingdom - Yung pinakita ko sa kanya yung dark-colored doll na freaky. :))
5. Walking - yung kay Harley at sa escalator at dun sa static at paitiman thing :)) (malamang siya ang talo sa lahat, siya ang pinakamaputi noh)
6. Powerbooks - dun sa shelves, may pwedeng tambayan tapos sabi ni Nins sumandal daw ako dun sa pinagsasandalan ni Party Boy (obviously, gusto niya kaming magtabi). So nagtabi kami ulit ni Party Boy. <3

I love my Monday buddies. :> Si Mark ang nagpapunta at nagbigay ng advice. Si Cat at Nins nagpatabi. Si Sara nagbigay ng reminder. :>


***


As usual, it's "his" day again. It's really a big thing na andun siya. SOBRA. Anyway, Harley. Harley knew it nung may pasok pa pala. Nung hindi pa niya ako kilala! Can you believe that? :-o Nagulat ako! :| He knew me even before he met me. Grabe. Now I know. Tapos ito pa, I asked him paano niya nalaman na crush ko si Party Boy eh si Mark and Cho lang talaga originally ang nakakaalam nung time na yun. Lalo na si Mark. Tapos hindi daw niya alam. Eh hindi ako naniniwalang hindi niya maalala. So I finally found out where it came from.

Guess who?

PARTY BOY TOLD HARLEY. :|

I was like, PAANO NIYA NARAMDAMAN/NALAMAN? Galing niya. A friend of mine overheard Harley and Party Boy talking outside their classroom sometime after ball, before our grad. This is what Party Boy said:

Party Boy: Okay naman si Caren ah. I think she likes me pero okay naman siya eh.

Parang okay, soooooo. Alam mo na pala before pa. Pero do you still feel (or think) that way 'til now? I hope not. Sana lang. Grabe, of all the people na pwedeng magsabi kay Harley, siya pa talaga. Pero he assumed kasi eh. I don't know kung alam niya ngang totoo. But I do hope not yet. Or okay na rin na alam niya bago ko pa sabihin kasi at least good friend ko pa rin siya. :D Hindi niya ako iniiwasan eh. :)

So gusto ko siya. Inassume niya na gusto ko siya, and he got it right. Eh ngayon, alam na kaya niya na alam ko nang inassume niya na gusto ko siya (kahit na totoo naman talaga)? Pero the hell, I guess it won't matter anymore if he knows or not eh. It doesn't matter na eh. Yung talagang aminin ko na sa kanya yung mahalaga. Haaaaay.

So ano ng gameplan ko ngayon? Stick to the plan. SLOW AND STEADY.

BUT HOW? Paano ko siya malalapitan ng hindi halatang gusto ko siya? Text? I tried, ayaw eh. :| Once ko lang sinubukan actually. :| But I do hope he comes on Monday. I WISH. Kakausapin ko na talaga siya, promise! Nahihiya lang talaga ako eh. :D

Okay, bahala na next week. Bahala na si Batman. :P

*Btw, hindi siya pupunta sa Friday dahil mage-EK sila. =( Unfair, hindi ka nalang samin kasi sumama dati. =(

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GANYAN AKO KASAYA AS OF THIS MOMENT! :)
Nanlalambot akoooooo! :">


He's coming later. He's coming later. He's coming later. :P


Pero wait, kala ko ba mage-EK kayo? What happened to EK? :))
Ah basta, masaya ako dahil pupunta ka, tama na yun! :)


YEAHOOOOOO! :)

It was our 9th and last Monday today. :(
Sara, Ren, Mara, Cat, Mewa, Nins, Cho, Party Boy, Mark, Lau, Enrico, Harley ;)

Awwww. At the end of this day, I got (sort-of) grounded. Nice one. :j

It felt good opening up to Secret Buddy (SB). Sobrang maganda na open ka sa isang guy friend, that's cute. ;) Sobrang natutuwa ako kay insan kasi sobrang swerte niya kay SB. ;) Sobrang the best. ;)

Nothing special happened today, well of course except that it's our last Monday together. Nakakalungkot. Awwww. =( Anyway, naglunch sa Hot Shots sa Pearl Drive. Then, nagbowling kami. My name's Caren the Great! :)) Thanks Lau, ha. :)) Then Sbarro ulit. Mehged. Tapos sobrang tagal ulit dun. Then to Mark's place. Then Mcdo, then uwi na! ;)

Hindi ko nga nakausap si Party Boy at all eh. Siguro nung naghahanap ng parking si Mark tapos umikot sila, tinawagan ko siya para sabihing may parking space na sa McDo. Siya yung tinawagan ko kasi hindi sinasagot ni Mark yung cellphone niya, tsaka hindi ko rin alam yung number ni Harley. So ito ang nangyari:

Ren: *Party Boy's name*, sabihin mo kay Mark may parking na dito sa McDo.
Party Boy: Okay, bye.

Thanks ha. Yung pagkakasabi niya pa ng "okay, bye" niya parang ang lungkot. Sorry na. Ayaw pa nga niyang sagutin yung cellphone niya eh. Okaaaaay. Thanks ha. Thanks talaga, gawd. :S

Marami-rami rin akong narealize today. Hindi na kailangan sabihin kay Party Boy na gusto ko siya. It'll be a waste of time. Enough ng alam niya kahit na di ako yung nagsabi. Pwede na yun. Well, he doesn't care rin naman eh. If he likes me eh di sana may ginagawa siya eh. But I know he doesn't so bakit ko pa siya pag-aaksayahan ng panahon? I know it's better to say to much than never to say what you need to say pero mahirap bawiin pag naging complicated lahat. So never mind. Leave it as it is. Yun na yun. K. BYE.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CABRE! =)

Paulit-ulit ko ng knwento to today. :)) Wala lang. :P

***

This morning, habang hinahanap ko yung Mayday Parade songs sa files ng sister ko, may nakita akong isang song nila "Jamie All Over" ang title. Then bigla kong naisip maghanap ng song na "Jaime" ang title. So ginoogle ko naman. May isang song, "Dear Jaime...Sincerely Me" ang title. Pero nung tinignan ko yung song, Jamie talaga yung nasa lyrics. So nung binasa ko yung lyrics...WAW! COOL! SAKTO! Sobra. Eh kasi naman noh, I was supposed to give him a letter. Well, hindi ko pa naiisip ulit kung ibibigay ko ba o hindi. Pero so far sabi ko hindi na talaga. So yun, here's the song. Ang ganda, SAKTONG-SAKTO. :)) Kulang nalang talaga yung name! Promise. Ilagay yung "i" before "m", tama na siya. :)) Okaaaay, ito na naman ako. :))


Dear Jaime...Sincerely Me
Hellogoodbye

Dear Jamie I've got a letter I would like to send
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end.
Should I trust this dialect?
To convey the right effect?

Dear Jamie I've got some things I'd like to set in pen
I would have used a pencil but lead's just not permanent.
Should I trust my printer's ink?
To express the things I think?

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say

Dear Jamie this envelope will represent my heart
I'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart.
This stamp will be every action that carry my affection
Across the air and land and sea
Should I trust the postage due?
To deliver my heart to you?

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and other folks who have much more to say
Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and other folks who have much more to say

Give you all I can
Flower and a hand
I hope this helps you see
Signed sincerely me


Pero hindi lang yan ang song na nakita ko noh. :P May nakita talaga akong Jaime na song. Seryoso. Weeeew, sorry na ha. Malapit na, malapit na. :)) So yun, sawi mehn. SAWIIIII! :| Siguro song ko na to pag binigay ko na yung letter. :)) Labo pala. :P Ohwell.


Jaime
The Bank Robbers

A relationship i thought could last,
a hundred lifetimes
now its over and it hasnt even been one
your the one who puts me through this,
and i dont even know why i try,
i love you from the bottom of my broken heart

forever was a word that together we both said
now im sad to say it had to come to an end
your the one who puts me through this,
and i dont even know why i try,
i love you from the bottom of my broken heart

so how am i supposed to feel
when you dont wanna be with me


Ang tanong ngayon, ibibigay ba o hindi? Yes or no? :S

That is the question.

Nins' and Lau's classes started yesterday. Nakakaewan yung mga first day experiences nila.

Si Nins:
1. Naglakad paakyat ng 10th floor, ganun din pababa. Mehged @_@ Haggard daw siya nun after! :))
2. Nakita ang former crush two times at sobrang awkward!!!
3. Nameet ang kanilang terror teacher at sa harap pa ng table ng teacher na yun siya nakaupo! OMG! :| =S
4. Pati break time hindi nagpahuli, MAHAL NG PAGKAIN! Stressful masyado! :| Kaya ayun, buti nalang daw nagbaon siya ng...RICE! Akala ko magdadala siya ng sandwich, BUT NOOO! :)) Rice talaga! :))

Si Lau, nirant lang niya yung 10-floor-walking experience niya, pero aside from that puro kasiyahan niya yun mga nailabas niya on his first day. :)) >:)

Tapos may isa akong batchmate, weird din ng first day experience niya.
1. Sa PE subject niya, sobrang pamatay na daw! PE na yun ha? :|
2. Sa Accounting subject naman niya, sobrang terror daw nung teacher! Tapos daming homeworks. Ano ba yaaaan. Tapos kung hindi ba naman siya minamalas, ayun, hindi mahanap yung textbook na hinahanap niya para sa HW. Haaaay.
3. Nung dumating sa last subject niya, ayun, nakakaiyak na. Mygolly, sino ba nagbibigay ng surprise recitation on first day noh? WHATTHE...? Tsktsk, ano bang buhay yan.

Then may isa pa akong friend, tinanong ko how was his first day, ito naman ang nasabi niya: hot... as in SWEATY! :)) Kala ko naman dahil maraming hot girls. Mainit daw talaga. Pero minalas din siya dahil nakahawak siya ng WET PAINT! Coolness. :D Tapos hindi ko alam kung mahihiya ba ako para sa kanya or what... pero para pa rin siyang nasa HS, may papers pa! As in lengthwise, index cards, short and long bond, extra fillers. =)) Kulang nalang ata meron na rin siyang filecase! :)) Nakakatawaaaa. =))

Yung YFC friend ko naman nung tinanong ko musta yung first day, ito lang ang nasabi niya: SUPER NOSE BLEED! OMG!! :| :))

Yung YM status ng dating seatmate ko: Umakyat ako ng 17 floors! :(( -- Nakakaiyak naman talaga eh. Sosy pa naman nun.

Haaay, hindi ko alam kung maaawa ako sa kanila or what. Pero sinabi ko nalang dun kay feeling HS boy na lahat naman ng first days dapat masaya eh, kaso minsan may minamalas lang talaga. :)) Haaay, sana talaga sa first day  ko magiging masaya. Sana laaaang. :> Pleaaase. Well, matagal pa first day ko sa totoo lang. Mga... 3 weeks from now. FUUUUN! :> Sarap ishare kasi akala ko rin sa 11 na yung first day ko eh, hindi pa pala. :> Yay! ;)  

In order: Nins, Lau, Ana Perez, Gio Consunji, Don Concepcion, and Carmela Salvador

Which means...
- June will start tomorrow
- summer's almost over
- classes will start soon

K. Basta yun, magiging serious/geeky/nerdy mode na naman ako. :| K. I don't want to worry too much on school yet. I have four whole years to worry about it. :| KK.

So for the past 31 days, what have I done?
Well, out of 31 days, I have only 4 bum days! Yaaaay! :) Obviously, sobrang nilubos ko na noh. Ako pa. ;)

Any achievements? Dami rin. ;)
-- Organized a get-together with my Experts reviewmates. Ona, kahit 6 lang kami dun. Pwede na yuuuun. Hahaha. :))
-- Baked cookies and cake! Nagbake ng cookies for Cholo and Mary then nagbake ng cake para sa aming baking session. As in wala lang. ;)
-- Made a letter for Party Boy. Achievement kasi parang umamin na ako nun eh. I mean yung mabuhos ko yung nararamdaman ko, sobrang hands down na ako sa sarili ko. I'm a very malabo person, ye knooow. Kaya yung maexpress ko yung feelings ko sa letter na yun, sobrang woah na. :j
-- Movie marathon at someone else's house. Kay JJ, nanuod kami ng Music and Lyrics (like, it's my first time :P) tapos kina Mara, Windstruck (again :D).
-- DVD Marathooon. :> Coffee Prince! :) Yaaaay! :) In two days, tapos agad! Eh kaso wala na ako ibang DVD. Subukan ko mag-Grey's Anatomy bago ako pumasok para nasa Med mode na ako. Wahahaha. :))
-- Makapagvideo ng isang movie scene-like scenario. Ayiheee. Umamin si Boy kay Girl. Sino kaya yuuuun? :"> :> Beh. :P
-- LAST SLEEPOVER! :> Kala ko hindi na ako makakapagsleepover ulit eh. Whew, at least man lang before summer ends noh, nakapagbonding pa kami. Yay! :D
-- Photoshoot. K. Kahit pangit mga shots ko sa sobrang pagmamadali. K nalang. :| Pero okay yung mga group shots, naks. May future na kami eh. :))
-- Mix ng songs. Minix ko yung songs ni Pat for her dance sa debut niya. Uhm, last time ko atang ginawa to ball pa. Antagal naaaa. :)
-- Open-up kay Secret Buddy! :) I think achievement dahil mukhang siya ang first boy best buddy ko ever. :>
-- TOTAL WORK-OUT. Sobra. I've had like 4 debut dance practices already in two weeks for 2 different debuts. Ang sayaaaaaa. Sobra. :>
-- Swimming. Finally, nakapagswimming na rin ako sa wakas noh. Mehged. Alam ko naman kasing walang balak ang pamilya ko magbakasyon pero siyempre naman, ano ang buhay summer ng walang swimming? Sobrang sad nun, wala man lang tan line kahit onti. So buti nalang. :D
-- Bowling with friends. Last summer ko pa ata gustong gawin to tapos sobrang hindi natuloy eh. At leaaaast! Nakasama ko pa si Party Boy. TWICE. Hahahaha. ;) Naka-spare and strike na rin ako. Yaaay! <3 Fun. :D
-- Did something sweet for sister. :"> Siyempre, hindi ko naman makakalimutan na nag-iisa lang kapatid ko noh. I posted a personal message in Multiply para i-greet ng happy birthday ang aking sister. :D Well, maraming bumati in fairneeeees. :D
-- GREATEST: COPY DANCE ROUTINES FROM YOUTUBE. :> Yehes, in one day, kaya kong paulit-ulitin yung videos tapos makukuha ko na yung steps. Sobrang sayang gawin. Actually, gawain ko na yan nung bata ako eh. I'd record some of the music videos tapos uulit-ulitin kong i-play hanggang makuha ko. Ang sayaaaa. ;) :P

Waaaah, looks like I have 16 more days para sulitin ang last summer ko. Waaaaah. @_@ I'll see summer again next four years. :| Goodluck to meeee. I'll be more geeky and nerdy this year. Hahaha. :P Oh well. :D

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