Now I miss you more 
Than I missed you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most


Yesterday morning, I was sitting uncomfortably inside the FX on my way to Recto class when I heard this song. I was singing to it and I realized the lyrics of the song. Wow. :)) Actually this whole shiz day started when I woke up that morning. I was having another We were in a house party hosted by Trish. There was a pool. And Pico's there. He went with me to have shots. Well, I actually asked him to come with me so I can come near him. We were also drinking wine and partied until the morning. I was wearing my uniform, while he was wearing his grean leafy shirt. There was a moment that we were in a group with Trish and someone, talking. When Trish left to go to the pool(to-have-a-chance-to-talk-solo move), the two of us were left in the table and left a few seconds after. Then later on I saw him lying on the couch (don't know if he's drunk or just sleepy) and we had an eye contact for a split second like as if he wasn't drunk/sleepy. Then I left the party with Trish. We were inside the tryc when I heard the song and sang with it--the same song when I woke up.  again. I was awakened by this song I heard on TV. I really hope I was still dreaming when I heard the lyrics. "Bakit ba umiiyak ang puso ko sayo?" It's just soooo weird. And to think that I heard it on a channel that I never even watch. Hmmmm.  AMP. :|

Anyway, so when I got to school I was hurrying up because I think I'm late! But I wasn't. Hmf. So on my way up, I heard voices and that one voice was so familiar! VERY FAMILIAR. And I already knew who it was. Yes. It was him. I already confirmed it the moment I saw Pader. Omg. I passed by him, topless who immediately went inside the men's washroom the moment he saw me. Funny. Kay.  

Actually, I was walking so fast to reach our classroom when I saw it was already past 1. Though I won't admit it, I really do want to see him. Yeah, I saw his back with his super small orange bag. Nice. Kthanks bye. What a day.



For everything I just said, I need to shoot myself for being stupid and staying stucked after everything that happened. 

Bobo Caren. Move forward! :|:|