I swear that what was going through my mind is really the same as my subconscious. Usually it would contradict each other. But this is the first time that I've been telling the genuine truth about my feelings towards a person. And I truly don't like him. :| And I don't think I will ever like him in the near future. 

Last night I had a dream about him (aka Keso) and J. Keso was really running after me but I was really running away from him! I was running down the stairs when I couldn't take it any longer. I stopped and people were really trying to let him come near me. Alam naman nila na di ko gusto pero pinapalapit talaga nila. :((( Nung nastuck na ako, I sat there on the floor in between two floors. I hugged my legs, tried hiding from him, and started crying. He still came near me and whispered on my ear. He said, I'll be here no matter what. I started crying. I couldn't bear his presence. 

Next thing I remembered, we were back on the dining table. I was about to have my third dinner that night. Dinner was bacon (okay that was weird). Then I figured we were running late for an exam and I knew that if I won't get to take that test, I'll definitely fail. :|:| So I was really running and I really got mad at him for not taking note of the time. Then thank God we came on time. Gosh. End of Frankenstein story.