Gah!!! Why am I so clumsy? I was supposed to be a good girl, but no. I dropped the ice, spilled my coke on Nina's pants, spilled Cat's arms with coke again, and a lot more. Good thing was hindi ako nahulog sa pool. =)

Anyway, it's seesturr Sara's birthday today. Oh yeah. I'm glad 'cause she really had a great time. Sobrang overwhelmed siya sa mga surprises that we had for her. =) But Sara, you may remember everything you had studied in in first year but don't forget the birth dates of your friends. =)

Well, before the party ended, prom date texted me and WOW. Bad trip mehn. Hate it. But anyway, whatever happens tomorrow, just be calm and smile. Basta, makita ko na si... yun at makausap sandali, masaya na ako. =)

Oh well, good luck nalang sa madulas na floor and madulas kong heels. RAR. No clumsiness please.

OMG. I thought prom's not going to be that fun. But hey, it wasn't bad at all. I guess I'm just pessimistic about the event. It was really fun for me, as in. Thanks to swimmer's bestfriend. Sabi ko kasi sa sarili ko, basta makita ko lang and makausap, okay na okay na ako. But no... hindi ko lang siya nakita and nakausap eh. May kasama pang picture taking at nakatabi ko pa sa table namin (kahit sandali lang)! =) GRABE! 'Di ko take! =) Ang saya saya! =)

Last night, you seemed to be a bit intimidated. You're not interested noh? It's okay. Naintindihan ko naman eh. Kahit ganoon, I'm thankful kasi you're still courteous and took time to be with us even for just a while. Thanks. =)

Of course, prom isn't prom if you're not going to dance with your partner. Yes, we did danced. But then, hindi mo talaga maiwasan na lumipad 'yung isip mo. When I saw Jayjay and Jaco dancing, I was like... "AWWW!!!" They're so sweet, as in. You can see her sobrang at ease. It's their moment. 'Yun yun eh. I almost cried nung nakita ko sila.

Why I almost cried? Ewan ko ba, may naalala lang ako. Naalala ko siguro ikaw. Ikaw sana date ko. Hindi sana ako nahirapan maghanap ng date. Kasi dapat ikaw naman talaga diba? We could've been together last night. Pero ganoon talaga. Moving on.

I went home around 1:30 AM. Grabe, umalis ako naglilinis na sila at wala ng sumasayaw. Nagpapapicture nalang sila. And can you imagine the photographer ended at around 3 AM? Sabi nila eh. 'Di ako makapaniwala. Grabe.

Oh well, I had a great time! =) Thanks a lot. =)

Okay, hell week(s) will start in a few days. HAY.

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Ohwell, heto na naman ako. Good luck sakin.

Anyway, so what happened to me after the prom? Wala. Halos walang masyadong nangyari. We had our confirmation yesterday, 'yun lang ata 'yung different.

Oh, by the way, my birthday is exactly 1 MONTH FROM NOW! I'm counting down na. I'm excited eh, kahit wala talaga mangyayari. I promised myself that I will have a birthday celebration kahit kainan lang with classmates and friends. =) 'Yun lang talaga. =)

Since it's Valentine's this coming Wednesday... wala lang! =) Excited din ako. =) May note pa nga ako sa planner ko eh, "so... who's your VALENTINE?" kahit wala naman talaga. Pauso ko lang. =)

Hay, excited na ako mag-summer! =) Can't wait. 37 days to go! =)

Oo na, hindi ako bingi at mas lalong hindi ako bulag, alam kong magvvalentine's na. ARGH. >:|

Nakakafrustrate tuloy manuod ng TV ngayon. Puro Valentine's special yung mga palabas. Damn. Nga pala, dahil sa frustration ko, nakita kong may bago sa McDo ngayon--Bubblegum Sprite Float, masubukan nga. =)

Anyway, wala lang. Nakakainis mag-Valentine's. Ang labo ko noh? Samantalang nung isang araw kakasabi ko palang na excited ako. Hay. Eh kasi naman, may bad memory ako last year and the other year. Wala kasing nangyari, na dapat mayroon. Ang pagkakaalam ko kasi dapat may nangyayaring special sa araw na ito. Eh ang tanong, mayroon ba? TSS... Nakuh, umiinit na naman ulo ko. ARGH. :| Enough.

Hay, first time ko atang nakapagrelax-relax ng onti in a long time. Palagi kong hinahabol yung oras eh. At least ngayon medyo marami akong natapos gawin. Buti naman. Siguro dahil sa kapatid ko. Wala kasi siya ngayon, nag-camp. Siya lang pala ang dahilan kaya hindi ako matapos eh. Joke lang. =D

Dahil marami akong natapos ngayon, naisipan kong ayusin yung iTunes ko. Tapos habang nagiisip ng names para sa playlist ko, nagddownload din ako ng new songs. Since yung kapatid ko, nalulumaan na sa mga songs ko rito. Sorry na. Kaya ayan, eh yung name ng isang playlist ko, Dance the night away. Eh biglang naisip ko yung isang song dahil yung name ng playlist galing sa isang linya ng song na yun. Nung una, akala ko kay Ashanti or kay Aaliyah. Girl kasi ang kumanta sa pagkakaalala ko. Hindi pala, si Michael Jackson pala. Rock with you ang title. HAHAHA. =)

Hay, gagawin ko na nga yung English poem ko. Wala talaga ako maisip eh. Passionate Spoon to His Beloved Fork nalang with Knife as third party. WAAAAAH! :| Ang joke ko talaga. Hay. Adios.

I want to talk to you.

I don't even know why I want to talk to you.

Sa sobrang tagal na kitang gustong makausap, at sa sobrang hindi talaga pwede, nakalimutan ko na kung bakit kita gusto makausap. Ano naman sasabihin ko sayo sa friday? Wala.

Pero anyway, nung may sinabi ka, biglang nainis ako. NANAMAN! Darn.

*after two minutes*

Okay, ayoko na kitang kausapin. For real. As in. ANO BAAAAA!

Hanggang ngayon, masama ka pa rin sakin. Kahit anong gawin mo, masama ka talaga sakin. Kahit feeling mo, wala ka ng ginagawang masama sakin, sa totoo lang, MAYROON! ARGH. :| ANO BAAAAAAAAAA!

Masama nanaman loob ko. Gusto ko nang matulog. MEHN!

"And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine"

NA-LSS AKO! OHMY. Grabe, ngayon ko lang ata na-feel ang Valentine's. Oh yes. Last night, my sister bought white rose sa market. Grabe, ang daming tao! Hindi ba halatang Valentine's the next day? Then nag-grocery kami, bumili ako ng chocolates. Musta naman iyon? Yung Hershey's Cookies n' Cream, isa nalang? Waw. Tapos lahat din ng tao sa grocery nasa chocolates section. Okay, ayos grabe. Nagpunta rin ako ng bookstore para bumili ng balloons. Aba, haba ng pila mehn! Kaya sobrang... wala lang.

Tapos imagine mo kanina, pag pumasok ka ng room 1, puro ROSES! sa room 2 naman, puro BALLOONS! WAW. Pag pumasok ka ng room 3, mapapatanong ka: "Valentine's ba?" Hay, pero natutuwa talaga ako. =) Thanks to Todoink, Bea, Wena, and Becky for the gifts. =) Becky and Wena sorry ang gulo ng class numbers. Anyway, na-feel ko ang ka-sweetan ng mga tao ngayon. Grabe! =)

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Kanina habang nakaupo ako sa waiting shed, bigla kong naisip, ano nga bang gusto ko nung Valentine's last year at ang bitter ko nung walang nangyari? Narealize ko lang kagabi yung sagot habang bumibili kami ng flowers. I mean, every girl wants to receive one, right? Kasi naman noh. Can someone answer me, sino bang hindi pa nabibigyan dito ng boyfriend niya ng flowers, EVER? Sino? As in yung ang tagal niyo na pero never ka niyang binigyan ng chocolates or flowers? Mayroon ba? 'Cause, DAMN. Never mind. I tried saying it to him a thousand times na. Wala namang nangyari eh. Insensitive nga kasi eh. Diba? *Ahem* Anyway, baka masakit na. Sorry.

Oh well. Oo, bitter ako pero don't worry hindi na ngayon. Grabe ba ako? I'm sorry if I'm expecting too much. Sorry din sa inyo ang babaw ko, kung ang nonsense nito.

Next year, maybe if someone would even care to give me something for Valentine's, can you give me a bouquet of flowers or one sunflower, chocolate of my favorite brand or any milk chocolate and cute balloons? :D HAHA :) JOKE. Wala lang trip ko lang. As if may magsseryoso talaga eh noh? HAHA. Oh well. Nice Valentine's this year. Sana next year ganito rin kaganda. =D

HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO ALL! =)

Grabe, I'm so EMO kanina. What's wrong with me?

I can't believe I'm more nervous on what's going to happen tomorrow than my English performance this morning. Damn.

Sa sobrang kabado, I wrote a letter addressed to him, as I always do. Pero of course, hindi ko binibigay sa kanya. I never had the chance to give him the letters I wrote even when we were still together. Pero hindi ko rin ibibigay to noh. As if. Anyway, ang haba ng letter na nasulat ko. As in. basta 1 sheet from chem notebook back-to-back. Grabe 'yun. I wrote it during Ethics time. After ng Ethics, lunch. Dun ko natapos letter ko. After 'nun, sobrang ang sad ko na, weird. Argh. So, natulog nalang ako. Sarap nga ng tulog ko kahit may storbo. =)

HAY. Sobrang kinakabahan ako. ANONG GAGAWIN KO?

GOODLUCK SAKIN. Hay.

Haaay, sobrang napagod ako today. As in!

A lot of requirements were due today. Buti nalang natapos rin. Haaay, I'm just having problems with our chamber theater. Performance na kasi on monday. Eh, tomorrow palang magsstart magpractice. Musta naman iyon? 30 minutes din yung presentation noh. Argh. Oh well, this week will be a tough one. I know.

Oh my. Nagccram padin ako! NOOOOO!

Shocks. Naffeel ko nang malapit na ang aking birthday! =) Grabe, nagyayaya nga si mom she wants to watch the comedians from UP. Grabe, I so want to watch them 2 weeks ago kaso prom. So, it's my chance to watch them on the 10th! I'm so excited. =D

I'm also planning to have a dinner party or even bonding whole day with Todoink. Pero iniisip ko baka hindi sila payagan dahil exams. Kaso, doon na lang ako makakapag-celebrate eh. Ngeek. Gusto ko na kasi mag-celebrate ng birthday noh!!! Ilang taon na din ako HINDI NAGCECELEBRATE NG BIRTHDAY OUTSIDE SCHOOL! AS IN BONDING! like, 4 years na? MEHN! Ang ayos! Oh well, gusto ko naman mafeel na nagbirthday talaga ako. Oh please. Haaaay. =)

Oh well, 'yun lang. i'll do my CL scrapbook thing na. =D

I'm not cramming this time, if that's what you think.

I intentionally woke up at 230 am and review for our reporting later. Haha. Though I'm 'kinda nervous which I shouldn't be because it's really easy. Baka kasi wala si Aia later so, saluhan lang kami ni Carol. But I know we can do this. Kami pa. =)

I'm still sleepy, man. I know I'll be restless today. Practice for Chamber Theater during lunch time and Fair practice pa ng dismissal. Grabe! But anyway, okay lang. Since 3 weeks from now, SUMMER NA! and 16 days from now, BIRTHDAY KO NA! =D Wala lang.

Magffair na! Shocks, boring nga ata ang fair this year. Wag naman sana. Although, excited ako sa mga gagawin ko for the fair. =) Yay! =) Wala lang.

O siya, I'm done na. Pero aga pa nga eh. =) Going to fix my things na.

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Nakita ko na. SO WHAT? Wala. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ba ako or hindi. HAHAHA. Hindi, itatawa ko nalang lahat ng ito. GRABE!!!!

I so can't believe this is all happening! Why is this all happening??

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DAMN!!!

Sobrang kinakabahan na ako for tomorrow. Musta naman iyon? Uhm, Noli play? Shocks. Please lang, don't even dare. Wag niyong subukan magkalat. Ewan ko nalang pag nangyari iyon.

Haay, ang heavy ng week na to for GIFT. Everyday practices til wednesday. Tapos whole day pa sa wednesday. Aba, buhay pa ba ako nun?

'Yung surprise for Mrs. N later, sana lang maging okay talaga. I'm hoping that everything will turn out great. Kasi naman, ang bobo ko. Hindi ko sinulat sa planner ko!!! DAMN. Sana nga hindi na siya magalit samin. =|

10 days nalang birthday ko na!!! =) (Well, not so excited anymore)

Parang nung Monday, buong araw sobrang curious ako. Naghahanap ng kasagutan sa tanong na... ANO? Ano nga ba?

At ngayon, sobrang bitter na naman ako. Aba, ang galing ko talaga. Stitch kasi eh!

SHOCKS. Ang galing. Magaling, magaling, magaling. SOBRA!

Wahahaha. Oo, pinipilit ko nalang itawa. Sobra. Pero ang stupid talaga noh. HELLUR! 968 2432833 9687 43! 752937! STUPID AS****ES! Ooops, I forgot, PIGGY B***H!

Grabe, hindi ko malabas yung galit(?) ko. Sobra. Hindi kasi worth it eh. Walang mapupuntahan. Yuck anyway, whatever it is you're thinking. Ewan ko sayo. I'm talking 'bout school okay? If you're thinking it's about you again, bahala ka. I'm not being sarcastic here, okay? :D

So excited for Saturday and Sunday. =)