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Ren
Registered Nurse. Soon-to-be MD in the making (hopefully). Orange lover, still. Loves Math. Procrastinator/Crammer. Sluggish. Obsessive Compulsive. Emo-tional. Sensitive. "Overlapping." Weakling. Motivated. Contradicting. Loser. Nerd. Soon-to-be Geek.

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Entries for October, 2007

Written entry / HSBC Planner
October 3rd, 2007 | 02:12 PM

September... tapos na pala. 

*THE WATCH... THE TIME... It's LSGH time, pare. 

texted Kim for palanca. Nagreply naman siya. Proven to have somehow moved on. Great! 

Kim: Sige, if hindi umabot but I rather prefer na handwritten, it's for someone special naman eh :)
Caren: Okay sige. It's up to you. :) Basta aasahan ko may palanca ka ha? Late man o hindi. :)
K: Opo...Hehehe.. Give one din for my retreat.. I'll tell you when.. :) And hope you're not made at me na talaga or anything na masama na tinatago mo sakin.. I'm really sorry kung hindi ko talaga maayos lahat ng nangyari sa atin like before..
C: Haha, Yeah, I understand. :) 
K: Yup! Uhm.. I don't want to forget it kasi everything that happened will always be special to me, lahat maganda about you. :) 

Maganda this time? Super hindi na ako nadala sa mga mushy lines niya. Para bang pinamumukha nalang niyang mushy. Ah, ewan. Like what he said, magpapaka-"neutral" na lang ako. Wait, here's my rely pala.

Caren: Don't worry about me. I'm sort of okay na. It's something we should forget now. Btw, matagal pa ba retreat mo? 

Ooops, napaghalo-halo ko na ata. Oh well, ayan. Sana naman maging maayos na yung palanca na ibibigay niya sakin. Sana lang po. :)

I'm really SORT-OF okay na. I'm really moving on. I just miss the felling but not him. :) Great mehn, there's really something. :) 

orange you glad?


My heart is killing me.
October 17th, 2007 | 07:54 PM

BITTER.

I'm back to being one of them.

Funny. Hindi talaga kaya eh. Sabi na eh.

TWO YEARS. TWO YEARS.


STOP NA KASI.

orange you glad?


11:02pm
October 17th, 2007 | 11:17 PM

EMO.

Ang hirap kaya makipag-usap sa mga tao lalo na kung yung puso mo naman sobrang naninikip sa tindi ng sakit na nadarama mo.



Minsan talaga, hindi kayang sabihin ang mga tunay na nararamdaman ng isang tao. Hindi kasi enough na mabasa o marinig nila at maintindihan na kunwari nararamdaman na rin nila yung nararamdaman mo. Imposible talaga eh. Kailangan nilang mapagdaanan ang saktong napagdaanan mo para TALAGANG maintindihan ka nila. Dapat ganun nalang noh? Mas okay yun. Hay.



SHUT UP. ENOUGH MEANS STOP. =|
EVERYTHING IS SO POINTLESS. 
BUT STILL, LIFE GOES ON. =(

Malabo I knoooooow. Ewan. Can't we just stop feeling anything? Pwede bang forever happy nalang? Argh. >:|

orange you glad?


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