Last night, I saw this box (query) and thought of playing it with my sister. Below are some of the questions I kind of really wanted to think about. Nakakaintriga noh? Anyway, some of my sister's answers to these questions were really funny.

• What images come to your mind when you are asked about your childhood?
  sister: disturbing ones *sabay tawa*
• Name the top 3 DREAM JOBS you'd like to have.
  sister: 1) anything media-related 2) trabaho ni tito tom (sa computer business thingy, inshort sa hp company) 3) engineer or part-time photographer
• If you were given 3 wishes, what would they be?
  sister: 1) secret 2) secret 3) another 3 wishes (mautak)
• Say one memorable line from a movie that you like.
  sister: "This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time." (hindi namang halata na fave nya ang fight club na movie, hindi ba?)
• Looking back in time, which year would you have wanted to last twice as long?
  sister: hmmm. kalahati ng last year... kalahati ng this... SUMMER NA NGA LANG! (ayan, dami kasing naisip)
• Who would you like to meet and spend the whole day with? (can be someone from the past)
  sister: someone from the band Ramones (rock na rock ang dating mo ah.. m/)
• Describe your dream vacation. *
• Describe your dream home. *
  *ayaw daw niya ng nagdedescribe. okay, pass.
• What is the first thing yout thought about this morning when you woke up?
  sister: naiihi na ko. :| (ang fave emoticon ng aking kapatid)
• Rank according to importance for you personally: fame, power, riches, good looks
  sister: power, riches, good looks, fame. *bwahahahahahaha* (sige, tawa nalang din ako)
• What surprise would you like to receive at least once in your life?
  sister: sana yung isang tao dyan, bigyan na ko ng Canon DSLR. :-" (eh ang tanong, may pera ba ako?)
• If you could write out the rest of your life (and it would come true), what would happen this year?
  sister: magiimprove ako sa volleyball, babalik ang grade ko sa 88, at may magbibigay sakin na isang tao dyan ng Canon DSLR. :-" (okay, tigil na ang pagpaparinig..)
• What is the current theme song for your life?
  sister: hanapin ko muna sa iPod (makahanap nga din)
• How do you know if you're already a grownup?
  sister: kapag nagsusuot na ako ng high heels
  ren: edi nung grad nyo nung grade 7?
  *okay.. dapat hindi na humirit*

So okay. nice one. saya infairnesssss. =) ciao! =)

[feeling | HAPEEE. un na un. =) ]
[listening to | bebot - black eyed peas (padin) ]
[watching | milan (omigod, halatang wala na talaga magawa) ]

it's sunday today. (so what?) i'm here in my mom's office and i thought i would be helping her in packing up her things or fixing some of her stuff (kinda careless ang nanay ko sa mga gamit) so anyway, i'm now doing nothing just infront of this computer playing spider solitaire and guess what? i've been playing this game for almost 2 hours now. waaaaw. can't believe it.

i once read on bob ong's stainless longganisa (his latest book) and there's a part wherein you know you're bored and sad when...
- in the middle of the night you're still awake and talking to... yourself.
- after that, played solitaire in front of your computer.
- then, browse through the yellow pages
- doing top 10 lists and yet don't finish it.
i've done all this but not all at the same time. there's something funny about my experience browsing through these yellow pages. 'cause usually i'll find my crushes' parents name and see whether its their phone number. meaning, i'm looking for their parents' name using the directory. (hanep, oo na..) so anyway, i was looking in the letter 'K' section and saw this name (take note: korean name), kim chong go. *bwahahaha* i showed this to my sister we keep on laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing all afternoon just because of that name. okay, i'm sorry for that korean guy (i assume its a guy) but if only he knew his name's meaning in tagalog i don't know. i'm sorry. okay, enough, makakarma nanaman ako.

usually i watch game ka n b? yesterday's contestants were former housemates of Pinoy Big Brother, both from first and second season. anyway, the P1 Million jackpot question was: Anong multi-billion dollar company ang itinatag noong April Fool's Day noong 1976? the guy's answer was Microsoft, my answer was Apple. when Kris Aquino finally revealed the answer... it was Apple! omygod. waaaw. if i joined and answer that P1 Million jackpot question, i could've won. sayang. weh? gusto pa.

[listening to | silence ]

yesterday was a lot of fun. SUPER. we went to eastwood. played bowling with myden, janna, yvette, dianne and dianne's little brother, DJ. soooo fun. myden won with 100 points. i only got 90 points. not bad. after bowling, we went to fazolis (am i right?) not sure. 'cause that was my first time to go there. i've been to eastwood like, thrice in my whole life? sooo, not so familiar with the restos and stores that can only be found there. anyway, had pizza (cheese) saraaaap =) then watched ice age 2. sayaaaa =) all of us really liked the soundscape part of the sloths. want to watch it again. =)

i rode a taxi in going to my mom's office. this time, i'm alone. and what time? around past 6 pm. i was kinda scared because that was my first to ride a taxi na gabi naaaaa. good thing the driver was good and nice. (whew) i'll never do that again (as in night time sasakay, no no!)

while i was in my mom's office, i remembered that she too played bowling a lot when i was still a kid. she used to bring me whenever she plays. that was sort of her "bisyo" that time. shaaaaaring. =)

[feeling | not so fine. ]
[listening to | black eyed peas' monkey business album ]

my mom's vertigo made her not to go to work today. so saaaaad. =( that's why i'm her nurse for today. nyarks. fine. but hate the name. so i was serving her whole day. feeding her breakfast, lunch and dinner (include there her merienda). nice thing for me to do. i was teasing my dad, why didn't he brought the food for my mom. afternoon, he cooked pancit canton. uhhh. =) my dad was asking me to do something. after that, if i'm not mistaken, and not deaf this time, my mom said (in her exact words), "ang bait bait naman ni Caren, masunuring anak" =) compliment? =) her statement made my day oh-so complete! =) super mother-daughter bonding even just at home watching TV and taking care of her. =)

while watching TV Patrol, there was a news that a student from a public school (that i'm sure everyone has a high respect for because everyone studying there are scholars even though its public) is now suffering from a bone sickness (still unknown) because she drank a water jug that a classmate of hers put a poison on it. now the CIDG investigated the case and found out that the classmate's motive was he wanted to be on top. the student (who got sick) is i think currently on the top. so i just can't believe na a smart student would be doing that to his fellow smart classmate by doing something bad just to be on top. this classmate must've been got frustrated not being on top so being desperate, he did this to her. i hope this would not happen again. how i wish. and not in that school.

yah, the napkin commercial. good thing i forgot the brand. hello. i'm sure everyone will remember the song kasi nakakalss and not the product. i saw dennis trillo sang the song live in gma7 awhile ago. i knew he had a talent in singing because i read in the newspaper he had a band before he was discovered. but i didn't knew he was THAT good. yah. SUPER. =)

bout the "all out of love" song, i browse in the internet for its lyrics. i knew air supply originally sang that. but i didn't realize i knew almost ALL of their songs. grabeeee. the one that you love, even the nights are better, two less lonely people in the world, and i can't wait forever are just some of the songs i knew. (ohmy, tanda ko na ba?) kasi these songs were like, early 80s pa. i looked through the other songs and i just knew them by their chorus. oo na, napaka-"oldie" ko ng tao.

back when i was small, i would listen to it because my mom loves oldies (as in suuuuper) or people inside our house would listen to mellow and oldie radio stations while i'm sleeeeping in the afternoon. haaaay. funny pa nga kasi sometimes, i would sing those songs, right tune pero imbento na ako ng lyrics. *HAHA* but that was when i was still small, ok? 

[feeling | not that good. ]
[listening to | all out of love (malamang) ]

8 days from now will be april 18. and that day will only be the time that i'll celebrate my birthday, palang. waw. actually, i don't feel like celebrating it anymore. naaalala ko lang yung pain and tears at mga nabitawang salita ko nung araw na yun. they didn't know. and never did i told them how i felt that day. they ditched me twice and i never want to feel that way anymore.(never mind)[break=ang sakit]

why do i have to feel this way?
bakit kailangan sabay-sabay?
why can't i say na ako'y naiiwan, nahihirapan, at unti-unti na namang namamatay?
ang sakit.[/break]

feels like, ayoko ng mag-celebrate. i think no use. whats the purpose kung mararanasan ko lang yung sakit na nafeel ko nung SPECIAL DAY ko dapat. haaay.

ang down nanaman ng buhay ko.

[listening to | shake it off - mariah carey ]

i always sleep late night.. or should i say early morning? kasi naman, after watching TV shows around 10, wala na mapanood suuuper. so para makatulog ako, i watch DVDs na every 10pm! tapos until around 1 or 2am na. the first night i did that, i watched The Pacifier, wala hindi ako inantok, lalo ako nagising. waw. lately, i really can't sleep unless i'll close my eyes. grabe. tapos early morning, you need to wake up for nothing. how nice.

so anyway, its REALLY getting hot. and i can really feel it. damn.

haaay. it's holy week and feels like putol ang week na to. don't know why. haaay.

a lot of things are coming up after holy week. feeling ko tuloy doon pa lang magsstart talaga ang summer. i hope by that time may magawa na ako at least isa sa mga gusto kong gawin for this summer. i really hope so. *wishing*

never mind. i tried making a new entry bout yesterday's party but theeeeen.. haven't saved it tapos nawala na. haaaay. anyway, vicky and i talked during the party. i didn't know that she was feeling that way too. but that thing that i said to her, i really mean it. i don't know. i started telling everyone what i was feeling at that moment but then i know no one can ever understand me. i didn't know vicky could. there are a lot of things in my mind now. actually, these past few weeks my mind's pre-occuppied because of it. hindi ko na nga alam sasabihin ko sa kanya. vicky's right. everything that he was telling me, comes in the right ear, labas sa left. i'm not paying attention to everything he was trying to tell me. i don't know. maybe i was paying attention to myself more? i've been thinking that maybe nagsasawa na ako. migs said that. that was like before sophnight pa nga eh. hindi ko pinapansin kasi alam kong hindi. or maybe, ayoko lang isipin na ganoon na nga ang nangyayari sa amin. naisip ko din, masyado na sya nagiging futuristic. normal but not too much. lahat nga ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya hindi ko na masabi ng harapan kasi lahat ng sasabihin ko magiging masakit para sa kanya. i've been telling in my past entries na ayoko na. mga january nagsimula yun. anyway. i don't know when i'm going to say everything to him. siguro malapit na. ewan. mahirap din kasing kausapin ang taong mahirap umintindi sayo.

though i consider it as my first, but not my last.

*sorry medyo di nagcoconnect lahat ng sinasabi ko..

nga pala, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAT! =)

[feeling | indescribable ]